Monday, March 27, 2006

too lazy to blog. ((:

went to buy IVYS and JIEMIN present.
watched yours, mine, ours. hahas.
BYEE. ><

Sunday, March 26, 2006

=)
going out now. to eat dinner at tampiness. hahas

kinda bored nowasays. but have to study do homework.. so slack le me. =X
next friday going to belles concert ! cant wait. hahas. : D

so boring. i kinda miss 2g people. bbq ! i wish !
feel like organizing one more. hehes.
call pauline to start fire xD
this time we would come PREPARED. : DD

i miss you ! ><

rawrrrr.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

my bodys pain ! ><

hahas. i dunno why lahs ! lol

yesterday went to yt birthday party !
me, bl, mel, peggie, zw, vinc, jason, ferran, mx, jl, agnes [sec 3's]
chunann, meifong, eunice, tony, ruohan, kenneth toh, zi xian, marc, sathis, nigel, samuel, benz, jia hong, jingyi and many more. cant remember who.
was dull at the first place
played swing.
my butt pain narhs !
sat the kiddy swing. den mel bl peggie glo dun let me go down ! ><
chunann's mad !
he climb to the top of the swing. lol.
tony sat on samuel and they started swinging on the kiddie swing. LOL.

we suggested playing catching.
chun ann was damn funny lah !
playing with the xiao hai zi.
mei fong also. hahas.
so cute ! xD
benz fell ! we tripped over each other. lol.
cause i was playing with the kiddies. hahas.
so funny larhs !
eunice keep hiding inside one part of the slide.
bl mel glo say cuz i got u den the sec 4's keep catching me... zzZzz.

mom scolded on the phone. say i too late liaos. den will ma fan the parents. hmms.

oh nevermind. =]

blog other day !

Sunday, March 19, 2006

blahhs !
handphoneless !
pity me. x.x
GRAHHS.

havent been updating about camp !

gonna sumarize all into one small paragrah cause i know it will be boring. hahas.
we did rock climbing, abseiling, KAYAKING !!, CRC, challenge post, type thingy. hahas.
kayaking rawks ! i paired up with fidi. hahas. we were so fast ! x)
crc was nice. should have tried to balance more without rope. hahas.

anyway, camps OVER. i din get tanned alot. x(
EMILY is nuts over eric. HAHAS.

friday got co sec one orientation thingy for sec 1.
sad lahs. never see you how u dui the sec ones. ><
:'( never mind. hahas. pass liaos. cannot do anything also.

nothing much lahs. hp less only lors. hais.

ngkingchi !
dun keep sad sad lehs~
your parents shd be worried abt your o levels bahhs.
whats why they like that de.
never mind.
stay happy okay.
my problems i solve myself.
your problems can tel me. i see what i can help you.
hahas.
(=

holging hand walking down a winded lane.
i love you.
=)
fading away..

Monday, March 13, 2006












my uncle. x((

he was still cheerful til the last day-


this is a sad entry I will make today. to commerate my uncle. x((
not really commerate. but just.. writing out lah.

I will try to write in proper english today.

I was kind of looking forward to today cause it is the day we are sending my uncle to hospital. Finally after such a long time of him starving, but..

Got woken up at 5.50am by 2 phone ring. My mom answered the phone and I went out. her expression in her face was not a good sign. When she got the chance, she old me and my dad that my uncle passed away. I was stunned.

I went back to sleep. Cause I knew I was not needed so I tried to go back to sleep. I smsed kingchi to tell him what happen but he was sleeping. sleep tight !

dad woke me and my sister up again and we had to rush to Bethany to claim the corpse. I was the latest, as usual. When we went up to the ward, all his stuffs was packed into a bag and we just had to sign some documents, find the nearest police station to register the death and identify the corpse.

We went in to the room of repose. Me, mandi, my mom and my cousin. We called him one last time just to acknowledge him. We cried. Just let our tears run freely.

The neighbourhood police post was closed til 12 pm ! so we had to go a big round before finding another police station. After that, we went home to get my uncles clothes so dress him up.

Thinking back, I am just sad that he died so fast but from what his friend said, its better cause it ends his painful suffering as each day pasts. If he was sent to SGH, he would be put on a drip and that would prolong his life.

Went to cremate his body and all his brothers and sister came and we paid our last respects. This is the time when everyone cried. The air was so still, so cold. with the sniffing sounds and blowing of noses. It was such a sad moment. After that, he was sent into a place to burn.

We would be collecting his ashes tomorrow to bring to another place. So I would be skipping CO. hahas.

Remembering my last thoughts before hes burned.
ku ku [dunno what lang], although you are no longer living, your spirit is always with us. Such a strong willed man. Such a close person to me. Who seen me grow up til now. We will miss you.

You should not have starve yourself. you should live life like it is. Although you have scolded many people around me, you are still greatly missed. You are just like a person who we can heed info from.


Why do time pass so fast ? before knowing, someone close would die. why cant time stand still for once ?

I cant find my uncle picture.. so sad. i was just telling alvin that i wanted to make a layout about my uncle the day before..

hais. an unexpected turn for the worst.


this is a sad entry I will make today. to commerate my uncle. x((
not really commerate. but just.. writing out lah.

I will try to write in proper english today.

I was kind of looking forward to today cause it is the day we are sending my uncle to hospital. Finally after such a long time of him starving, but..

Got woken up at 5.50am by 2 phone ring. My mom answered the phone and I went out. her expression in her face was not a good sign. When she got the chance, she old me and my dad that my uncle passed away. I was stunned.

I went back to sleep. Cause I knew I was not needed so I tried to go back to sleep. I smsed kingchi to tell him what happen but he was sleeping. sleep tight !

dad woke me and my sister up again and we had to rush to Bethany to claim the corpse. I was the latest, as usual. When we went up to the ward, all his stuffs was packed into a bag and we just had to sign some documents, find the nearest police station to register the death and identify the corpse.

We went in to the room of repose. Me, mandi, my mom and my cousin. We called him one last time just to acknowledge him. We cried. Just let our tears run freely.

The neighbourhood police post was closed til 12 pm ! so we had to go a big round before finding another police station. After that, we went home to get my uncles clothes so dress him up.

Thinking back, I am just sad that he died so fast but from what his friend said, its better cause it ends his painful suffering as each day pasts. If he was sent to SGH, he would be put on a drip and that would prolong his life.

Went to cremate his body and all his brothers and sister came and we paid our last respects. This is the time when everyone cried. The air was so still, so cold. with the sniffing sounds and blowing of noses. It was such a sad moment. After that, he was sent into a place to burn.

We would be collecting his ashes tomorrow to bring to another place. So I would be skipping CO. hahas.

Remembering my last thoughts before hes burned.
ku ku [dunno what lang], although you are no longer living, your spirit is always with us. Such a strong willed man. Such a close person to me. Who seen me grow up til now. We will miss you.

You should not have starve yourself. you should live life like it is. Although you have scolded many people around me, you are still greatly missed. You are just like a person who we can heed info from.


Why do time pass so fast ? before knowing, someone close would die. why cant time stand still for once ?

I cant find my uncle picture.. so sad. i was just telling alvin that i wanted to make a layout about my uncle the day before..

hais. an unexpected turn for the worst.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

back from st nicks carnival and towning !
not really towning if u count walking around taka and waiting for dear pammy to take the lift down. xD
pammy painted her face ! damn cool ! too bad i sweat too much. hahas. but she got alot of stares from the outsiders which she stared right back. XD

went out at 12 to eat lunch with swee. talk quite alot lah. about a stupid girl. =X silly girl.
talked quite alot. crapped lah. but fun !
=]












damn cool lah ! xD

me and swee drew on our hands. hahas. not bad.







































st nicks life size chess pieces ! so cool man ! couldnt resist the urge to take a pix when walking around. should have taken more. hahahahs. =X
imagine playing it. looks like the one in harry potter !
=]

took alot pixs today ! crazy people ! hahas.


























molly bought a turtle ! her 'best friend' hehes. =] so damn cute ! waiting for pammy to go online for me to upload the pixa. hahas. its a balloon which walks.
she brought the turtle to town ! sightseeing ! lols ! hahas.

ate pasta mania for dinner ! nice. hmms. not so bad la. i think swensons nicer ! baked rice ! i missed it. hees. not bad lah. havent gone out with old frens for long long time. =] pammy+me+swee+molly. so nice.

i dunno why. i prefer going out with my primary school friends. so nice. we can just crap and say whatever we want. =]
not like my secondary skl friends. i dont know why. maybe cause we betrayed each other so many times til we dont trust each other ?
i just feel it like this.
its so nice talking to pammy swee and molly ! =D
so much fun and laughterr ~!
wahahhas. so much crap and laughing and blushing from molly !
muahahas.
i want to go out more ! towning and taking neos ! hahas. hvt had a sucessful one for so long. heex.
maybe its because got my ugly face inside. =)

went to np to buy ferrero roche and kit kat ! lemon cheesecake favour ! wows.
i <3 cheese cake !
i <3 you !

wahahahas. i am LAME.

going to distribute flyers tomorrow. yays. money ! lol.
hope u are alright.
takre care !
dun do anything foolish okays.
if u do i really will angry liaos wors.
>< RELAX ~
told u alot of times le.
(:

Friday, March 10, 2006

wahahas. finally found time to blog. =x

talking to alvin on msn~ LOL. lame. nothing much lah. kinda funny. he talk so formal ~
one part damn funny. i dunno why !
ME : am i your mei
HIM: maybe.
LOL.
i started laughing ! i duno why !

so poor thing. hf's in china. hahas. got other chance de ! =]
stress >< from school work and friends. hahas.
CHEM! eeyer. so hard la.


see lah, when i feel like blogging, i got nothing to say. ><

hmms. theres nothing to say about co.
YICHYUAN AND JUNFENG pian tai !
keep pulling bra straps. wth !
yeeting pon co !
to celebrate junyins birthday.

mingxuan.. i got nothing to say le..
please change lehs. become that good good girl..
u scold people can lahs. never mind. but change lehs.
u are become bad. x(
never mind, u can hate me for saying this. i dont care.
alot people wan u to change back. =X

our group is splitting up again ?
mx, yt, me, mel and bl..
from what i see.. hais. what can i do ? someone told me that we cant do anything about it. and its an outsider.

ngkingchii ah !
cookies eat one day late ~ hahas.
xiang sou arhs~ not nice also. =]
study hard ! especially for chem and humanities !
o levels coming at the end of the year so must buck up !
must score about 10 points only lehs. cannot score so much.
so much where to go also ? hmmms.
u better take care.. stay CHEERFUL lars.
dun sad sad liaos. dun cry. =]
dun so stressed !
jiayou ! u can do it de ! just CONCENTRATE ~

=] i needa buck up too ! omg lah ! my results are like SHIT.
shitty SHIT. lol.
i failed chinese and a maths. =/
listed all the stuffs that i suck in ! so many !
=/ ahahs. i need listen in class ! no more frequenting the toilets !
blehs !

oh ya. went to my uncles place after CO.
reached cck at 6.50. =/
thanks kingchi pei me go mrt station although u was quite reluctant =X
Thanks wors. =] then accompany me wait for the train to come before I rushed up to catch it. xD
ur funny hair ! =x cannot tahan ! looks like my cousins hair. eeyer =x nononoononon.
BWAHAHASS.

back to topic.
oh my god laaaa. my uncle has become so thin, weak and frail ! >< cannot stand it !
I cant believe it. he dosent want to eat. he want to die of starvation. >< I cant bear to see him go. sobs. hes like so close to me. my mom said I am the only person he has never released anger on. I am the only one who he brought out to play when I was young~ he dosent like childrens. hmms. sad. =/
he will be missed. x(
i just feel so sad, so pityful after visiting him.

going to visit him tomorrow morning again before going to st nicks carnival. =]
i will not skip visiting my uncle again ~

# MARLENE.
<3 YOU.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

its LATE.

=/ gonna get panda eyes. hahas.

t.t well, nothing much. bought bandana today~

DESIGNED cookies too !

blog other day.

BEAUTY SLEEP ~













LAME ME. LOL

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Just came back from co. hahas. SWEATY day today~ I dunno why. Hahas. I keep sweating ! hmms.

Well, co damn boring. Mr ong keep scolding me. BLEHS. x( wanted to help my dad on Sunday. Dunno he free anot. x( dampened my spirites. hurhur. well, nothing much lahs. quite busy today only. I dunno why !

kinda irritated and pissed off today la. dont wish to elaborate.
hais. something dampened my spirites a lot. I dunno why lah. I am selfish. lol.

MX AH! steal steal. kena caught den u die liao lor. don’t become so bad can. got determination den can ! we can help you ! we don’t want you to end up the wrong way.


recap on yesterday~

dental. yay. the dentist says next visit x ray. then if my teeth are in place, it would be another 2 more visits and its gonna be out !! the earliest around august ? I really hope so. =) hahas.

after dental rushed back home to bathe and off I went to bishan to meet mel bl zw. hahas. bl was late =] muahahas. ate at kfc. popcorn chicken. cant finish anyway.

we took 156 to MCS but we still had to walk quite a long long way in. abt 10 minutes. CHONGHU is a guy ! o.o bl was stunned. hahas.

the performance was nice ! adrianno the moves so sleek. hahas. not bad. =x we din stay for the results though. too late le. SORRY BL. hahas.

DUGONG ! sorry. I was quite sad yesterday so maybe I too irritating. hais. thinking and thinking~
why am I worrying about it so early ? –hais.

after that walked home wid kc. moonlight stroll ah~ LOL. scary I keep walking fast fast. hahas. across the reservoir. shortcut. hahas.

you said I don’t care but sometimes I think whether u care. x(

hahas. sometimes i wanna speak my heart out. but some people might think that I am deranged or mentally unstable. hahas.
some times I wanna say all the stuffs that I think right away but my words are may be too harsh. I am afraid that I might hurt you.

hais- what can I do ?
someone tell me !
LOL.
hais.













zw, mel, bl, me, kc.
MEDIACORP LIFT.
diiao lars !

Sunday, March 05, 2006

back from uncles place. playing maple. =]
crazy addicted me again. die. hahas.

this morning was funny.
was just thinking of going orbis and there i went. xD muahahas.

must work hard ! been slacking. ytd studied a lil bit of chem !
hahas. first time i touched e txtbk to read. x.x

tomorrow dental ! den css !
dear hope can go lehs. =)
hehes.
i wan NEOS. for those ugly neos we took. =x

my mom's CAMERA taking spree. LOL















my name ! =]














jiemin me and sinren after coming back frm mr ong house. hahaas.













ming xuan and me ! =] last yr national day i think.















<3 ! hahas. u say e money means so much to u right.. hahas. i feel bad. =/

Saturday, March 04, 2006

back from uncles place. so SCARY cann. :x

hes THINNER. much thinner. he dont wanna eat. my mom says he coughing out gastric juices =/
its BLACK. =( so scary.

my legs hurts. =/ somemore ytd din run e best. hahas. just run like shit. =x my head hurts la. nowadays keep hurting. hmmms.

my mom ask why e tigger e eye one big one small like ME. LOL =x

WAHAHAHAS. =x=x

Friday, March 03, 2006

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omg. scary la. my dad just caned my sister ! shes crying now so loudly. =/ scary. x(


sth abt biting fingernails. haiiyo. biting fingernails is so disgusting ! I carnt tolerate any of the biting of fingernails infront of me. HAHAS.

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Scared mom see this. hahas. never mind.

today cross country. so sad. I let ym team down ! x( cuz I never train. before running I also went out . hahas. I got 53 somemore. omg. so lousy ! x((( last few. hais. never mind. I run for 2.4 de. hahas.

quite a lot people got disqualified. most good runners. like david, eunice, xinyi, mingcong. so unfair. hahas. a lot people was so discouraged after this. mr aps idea I think. some people cried. x( well basically the running sucked. keep stomach pain. den wanna vomit. got one point of time I saw all white. =/ so sad. but mx was dere to help me ~ hahas.

I told my mom. she ask me why I run. den say I nowadays keep headache. hahas. ask me see doc. hahas.

I love mye tigger ! (= so cute. hhaas. squishy. x) nixce to hug cuz so SOFT ! wahahas. so nice nice nice nice. hehes. =) eu rawk ! wahhas. today rawks alot le. =) so happy. hahas.



mye lovable tigger ! cute wors. =)

Thursday, March 02, 2006

someone remind me to eat during lunch !
not then i gonna starve.
especially when i go to macs or food court to have deserts of drink after school.
xD

like today. hahas.
gastric damn pain ! was at ntuc helping mom and dad buy stuffs. hahas. den pain ! ><
ate mifen. xD
my LUNCH and DINNER at 8 ! how nice. =)

yays. made contacts again. hahas. my mom was thinking of changing my lens because its cracked. ><
hahas.
nevermind. i wanna make specs wid frame so it won`t break so easily !

ORANGE !
muahahas.






heys. finished playing maple. lol. kinda boring mahs.

zzzZzz.

My eye pain. Hais. during class suddenly my head hurts damn badly lor. not sure why. been quite a long time already. =/
slacked. damn man. I am slacking. must rush homework. at the same tiem I need to sleep my eye hutts. maybe I go sleep first lor. hahas. den do chi compo and 2 newspaper review. hahas. thankew xy (: help me do my compo. wahahhas.

today no co, tomorrow no co. yay. hahas. not really yay la. kinda looking forward anyway. cause can see you. HAHAHAS. =X

kinda drowsy. hahas. want sleep soon ! sweat a lot also. hahas.

its 6.30 already, so late ~ i haven done anything and i need to pass up a lot hw tml. hais.

mom keep coming in. cannot let her see me blog la. hahas. later she scold a lot. hais.

tomorrow x country.. dun feel like running. a lil bit tired le den I dun sweat when I run. I sweat when I walk so when I run will feel very cold =/ hahas. WEIRD right me. =/

next monday campus superstar !
ngkingchi ! you better be present. hahas. must leh ! not then v ma fan need find another person. hahas

next sat mollys funfair !!
next sun, ZOO ?!
urghs. =.=

PUFFER FISH !!!

` waiting .. hahas.

dardar I love you. xD

hahas.

camp in 2 wks time ! sad and at the same time, happy. hahas. I wanna buy bandana. ORANGE !! suddenly pink and purple aint nice anymore. =) ORANGE and SILVER !

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

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wahahas. back frm tuition liaos. dowan create new posts. waste of space. x)
hopingfor him come online.
hahahs. so long never chat.

blblblblbllblblb.
WHERE ARE YOOOOOO. :D

wahahas. tomorrows thursday ! wahahas. maybe can go out as a grp ? i wish lehs.
x country go together can ? hahas.

i miss you. =)
<3>

PUFFER FISH-

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hies. back frm skl.

hahas. damn tired. blehs. was suppose to make contacts again but i forgot ! my mom called bl. hahas.

latta chinese tuition ! hahhas.

i hate my hair lehs. so nan kan. x) always so ugly. HAHAs. really lors. so bu ting hua ! grrrs. strayyy ` its pong pong at the back now ! hahas. too short den will fly.

x country friday !! dun feel like running but skls released early ! wahahas. plaza sing ! =) i hope. BANDANA ! hahahs. camp camp camp.

monday ccs ! i hope everyone can go. =) dugong rawks ! xD see lars bl ! i so good. BLAHS. know u sayy say that or tu xie. hahahs. cannot wait. wear plastic bags okay everyone?

camp ! 2 more wks. i wan buy that tigger. hahhas. den bring and HUG. wahahhas. anyway my star at home spoil le mahs. eeyer. so unsightly. hahas.

=) puffer fish heartts dugong !!
hehehes.
blblbllblblblblllblblblbllbb ~
LOLLS.

I LOVE EVERYONE !
i am mad.
lalalalalalalallalalala ~

and i dk why. haha.
tuition in fourty five mins time !
needa bathe soon !
byeees ~

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