well, went out since CO was cancelled. haha !
after aimlessly taking of bus, mixed of feelings and stuffs, i finally went to np to find bl.
like ck was at the bus stop fro goodness knows what and me and kc was stoned, or rather me.
you cant just tell me something and expect me to shut my mouth abt it right ??
its just NOT right; well, human have FEELINGS.
sorry, i dunno why, suddenly dont want to talk to you,
know i made u v v sad. sorry.. ><><

saw kingchis mom and i ran. LOL.
after that i went back and we just went to food court to eat and kc said his mom was there. haha.
was pissed of by *** so i was moody all the time, lol.

i dont know lar, like u dont know anything,
what do u think it wld turn out.
why am i thinking so much ? kingchi ask de.
i dunno bah, i do worry for her, its just..
-no words to say-
he asked me; why do i worry so much ?
shes my best friend;
of course must worry,
haha.

my stupid cough dampened my day.
i just dont feel well,
so thought of eating more sweets + chocoys
den more sick better,
dont need go school. lol.
went ck’s hse afterwards
his amp so cool !
studied til 6, then went home ~
=D
tomorrow another study session. yay.

i dont like ppl not replying me.
not dont like, i cant stand it. ><
IMPATIENCE. hais.

hmms. sorry, i know i been v annoying; plus stubborn all the times,
i am trying to change, trying to not quarrel and trying to not look at the bad side of life,
someone told me to change my perspective of life, i am willing to do so, just for that parson,
and so we wont be constantly quarrelling.
i don’t like the quarreling part as much as i did last time, or did i really like it last time.
it just makes me saddened again.
i do apologize sometimes, maybe as u said its like not so often ?
sry abt the scolding stuffs, the words, but its like im so used to it;
sry.
i dont like u keep saying abt studies stuffs too;
about the subjects we have and what so ever.
its just so.. i dont know.
why are we so different ? how did we come together ?
i dont know.. i just dont.
i know i am unreasonable most of the times, i am trying to change.
if you dont wan me to include, i can just take out the other person..
he wld understand, maybe u wld like it better also..
its okay, just tell me okie ?
dun keep things away ><
dont let me keep pondering or else. ~~~
hope U read this; cuz i darent talk to u directly or what la..
its just, v uneasy.

i am trying..
i am trying to..
i am trying to change..
hard..

well, went out since CO was cancelled. haha !
after aimlessly taking of bus, mixed of feelings and stuffs, i finally went to np to find bl.
like ck was at the bus stop fro goodness knows what and me and kc was stoned, or rather me.
you cant just tell me something and expect me to shut my mouth abt it right ??
its just NOT right; well, human have FEELINGS.
sorry, i dunno why, suddenly dont want to talk to you,
know i made u v v sad. sorry.. ><><

saw kingchis mom and i ran. LOL.
after that i went back and we just went to food court to eat and kc said his mom was there. haha.
was pissed of by *** so i was moody all the time, lol.

i dont know lar, like u dont know anything,
what do u think it wld turn out.
why am i thinking so much ? kingchi ask de.
i dunno bah, i do worry for her, its just..
-no words to say-
he asked me; why do i worry so much ?
shes my best friend;
of course must worry,
haha.

my stupid cough dampened my day.
i just dont feel well,
so thought of eating more sweets + chocoys
den more sick better,
dont need go school. lol.
went ck’s hse afterwards
his amp so cool !
studied til 6, then went home ~
=D
tomorrow another study session. yay.

i dont like ppl not replying me.
not dont like, i cant stand it. ><
IMPATIENCE. hais.

hmms. sorry, i know i been v annoying; plus stubborn all the times,
i am trying to change, trying to not quarrel and trying to not look at the bad side of life,
someone told me to change my perspective of life, i am willing to do so, just for that parson,
and so we wont be constantly quarrelling.
i don’t like the quarreling part as much as i did last time, or did i really like it last time.
it just makes me saddened again.
i do apologize sometimes, maybe as u said its like not so often ?
sry abt the scolding stuffs, the words, but its like im so used to it;
sry.
i dont like u keep saying abt studies stuffs too;
about the subjects we have and what so ever.
its just so.. i dont know.
why are we so different ? how did we come together ?
i dont know.. i just dont.
i know i am unreasonable most of the times, i am trying to change.
if you dont wan me to include, i can just take out the other person..
he wld understand, maybe u wld like it better also..
its okay, just tell me okie ?
dun keep things away ><
dont let me keep pondering or else. ~~~
hope U read this; cuz i darent talk to u directly or what la..
its just, v uneasy.

i am trying..
i am trying to..
i am trying to change..
hard..

hmms.
kinda bored. was supposedto study my SS.
i gonna start writing stuffs and i wont be able to stop. =D
i don’t wanna write names; so juz gif a initial bahs.

PERSON A.
drifting further apart ?
as in like; not really literally but. erm. =X
i just think that like i keep turning away frm u talk to other ppl bahs.
distancing ? i don’t know why. =X
like; little prob jiu got a small tiff liaos.
nowadays like we can RARELY have a conversation bahs. maybe a bit.
like i don’t tell u any probs or share wid u secrets and vie versa anymoe ?
hmmm.
i know i very kaypo bahs;
is there a decent convo ?
i don’t know ‘you’ ; ur feelings etc anymore.
LOL.
plx dun anyhow think.
but hor, i don’t tink the person READS.
so nevermind =D

today we has SPA chem. class test. quite OKAY.
except its always the calculation~ GRRR !
so hot the weather ~ but better when i tie hair cause my neck not so itchy. HAHA !
WEiLiNG arh ~ FUNNEL arh ~~ ! =D

went library wid kingchi hangyang Samuel and Sophia later.
like i came in to find the, to study.
so awkward !
><
den in the end they keep crapping, thx to nrkingchi and hangyang. HAHA.
wahs. non stop ~
after that we went to play volley. so cool. so shuang ~
Sophia and hangyang so pro !
hahas. den the ball bleed. LOL.
red patch le ~
sobsob~ HAHA.
but cool lah, so shaung ~
now my hand hurts. =D

why cant our class cooperate even for tchers day ?
only a cake and a toy mahs.
den its like, only 3 dollars each person.
3x44=$132
one person only 3 dollars. not like we want your life. hahas.

do i belong where i belong ?
<33
sometimes when i wanna tell my class ppl stuffs; who ?
hahas.
dun listen to me ~
i talk crap. =D

go study le. bye ~
yay again; 7 COLOURS of the RAiNBOW ~

suddenly i find myself liking YELLOW and GREEN.
two colours i have never imagined to like. =D
BRIGHT yellow and LIMEgreen. whee.
i am so happy today.
i did not quarrel wid anyone today ~
for the past 4 days in fact. yays.
FINALLY ?
finally i wont quarrel wid kingchi and bl ? *hopes so*
as not quarrel, just shootings ; suannings ; displeasure. hehe.
-crosses fingers-
today_
bl never come ! nose bleed bahs i think.
drink more water ~ !
today kind of bored.
chem. practical; titration AGAIN.
who wont get bored. this WEDNESDAY another SPA.
soak myself into a tub ~
lol !

hahas. ting; im falling in luv wit u ~ hehes.
so funny =X
hahas. k lar; latta she hood me (?) . XD

CO committee meeting was DAMN funny.
although i was just an extra; i livened my mood.
=D xinyi arhs ~ dont so ji dong; RELAX ~
i support u de ~ hahas. cause i think the point stated is right. ;D
no one call us to be late. =D
the two tiggers song by kingchi, kenn, zk, js, juhong + bro damn funny ~
huiqi said she expected sth BETTER den this. =D
hahas. i cant imagine the crowd on tchers dae ~
hehehehehe.

go do ss liao ~
feel so motivated by that ngkingchi larhs.
plan his timetable. =D
HAHAH !
den now i want to study; but got ss. SOBSOB ~
blehs !

tmr SECTIONALS ~
yay ! :D

buaiis ~
MARLENE; <33

woohoos.
yesterday met kingchi and we went bugis.
brash BASAR again. zz.
for a tys lor.
so ma fan !
only brash basah sell. ><

social studies ! ~
arghs.

BYE !
HEAD PAIN ! =D

woohoos.
i am ONLINE just to blog. =D
i am getting addicted. hahas.

TODAY.
the noise level in school is really getting on my NERVES.
even at co, the noise just so UNBEARABLE.
its so freaking high and poor xinyi has to yell an jing all the time.
if it was me, i rather not be in the committee then scream my lungs out.
=D its IRRITATING. when people don’t have EARS to listen, and continue RATTLING of at top noise level.
irritating grits.
i have to take off my hat to yinchow actually, he has to 'look after' the whole co. ;D
imagine, yelling don’t work, maybe a short period of time,
but theres always people who just don’t listen and still, complain about people making noise when they themselves are the source of noise.
it would be a miracle if he manage to succeed, considering that the discipline of co just really sucks.
its alright to talk, but please, just a minimal volume.
imagine 150+ people talking at the same time = HEADACHE.
i talk too, no one wont right, but try to keep the VOLUME down.
duh.

haha.
mrs tan came in to our class during Chinese.
i think she wanted to do a spot check on our noise level but she came in at the right time !! when we were super quiet. ;D its rare lor ! :D
social studies is driving me nuts.
madam sue ~ her pile of homework is just a little bit. bah ! =D

my eye is swollen. wth.
i don’t know why, it hurts like mad. x.x
my nose keeps running away from me !
bah !!

yay.
at least i blogged. =X
uh huh. later i am going to be ADDICTED. lol.

BYE !

=)

as a GROUP <33>
i cant wait for september holidays.
woohoos.
pammy; swee; molly; belle.


if you dont understand, dont try to make yourself understand. =)

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

yo yo !

=D
was blog hopping just now. cause i wan bored and didnt want to study. :D
this post is not gonna have pixs. sian. =(
so many ppl missing their p skl frens ! me too !
I <33>

kingchi's blog is damn funny, lol.
with the AWWWW. haha !
and his so many pictures. haha !
the way he write stuffs makes people laugh. LOL !

i asked myself a question,
would i survive without you ?
up til now, i havent find a suitable answer. =D

so much complications,
ur parents !
avoid each other bahs !
learn to be INDEPENDANT. :)
hehes.

TODAY

its sucha rainy day, but i like. =9
class was so QUIET today.
weird huh ?
like during english and chem ? for SOME parts.
=D
nothing much, just tired, walked around NP. =.=
crapped, laugh. LOL.
nothing much to write le.

iLOVEYOU.
<3>
TiiARA`dd
=D

Sunday, August 13, 2006

YESTERDAY; 12 AUG

the fireworks rawkked ! =D
the grand finale from FRANCE. yays

met up with kingchi at cityhall, supposed to go bugis but no time. LOL.
all because of me,
6.30 meet cityhall, in the end is i 6.30 LEAVE house. =D
wahahahas.
so we detoured in the MRT.
waited for hangyang and beiling. hahas.
this time tried to be early !
so we met 7.40 at cityhall. =D
but, we still reach marina waterfront at 8.30. hahas.
this time, view at first not bad lahs.
but then we went to watch the live performance,
so no more nice view le. =X
can i say is band, was nice ? =D
hahas.

got one part the fireworks so nice, from water i tink. so cool =D

there was the singing group too ! :D

look at the guy dancing to the beat. xD
it was damn cool, swaying, shaking. hahas. =D
there was litter strwen all over the place after the fireworks.
like, wahh. subway plastic bags, mos, mac.
so inconsiderate people. ;D
the crowd back was NOT better. hehe.
alot more pixas to upload, but the placement of pics, so MA FAN !

must study harder le.
so much problems !!
who to ask. =(
hahas.
ask that mr ngkingchi hor, ask til tian liang. =D
hehe. no offence. xP

when can our class unite?
or at least, KEEP quiet lahs.
so chao~ !
no matter when also got murmuring sounds. ><

i miss the primary school days !
i miss pam + swee + belle + molly. :D
fun fun fun and MORE fun ! =D
i wann a big big group.
LOL.
<333

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

new layout ! please comment and CRITICIZE.
bwahahahas.

<33>

the fireworks rawkked.
although it was only FIFTEEN minutes.
the heat was UNBEARABLE though.
zzz.
me + kc + bl. <33

my camera very the well sucked. so i am gonna get pix from kingchi. :[

fireworks ! <33

yays. going again on FRIDAY and SATURDAY.
:D

tataa`

NDP PARADE !

Saturday, August 05, 2006

i missed the ss.
oh well nevermind,
cause it is kinda boringto login into maple.
: D
all because of you, tell me so boring make me lose interest.
but its good.
i can spend time doing something else ! =)

still doing my ndp card, like why spend so much time doing it ?
=D nevermind must be proud of my work.
LOL !
-grins-

oh yeah.
the RECOLLECTIONS.
credit to mdm sue. =)
ratata said that since theres only 1 paragraph,
must we spend so much time on it ?
must we take up valuable time practising ?
well, afterall, we are on stage, she should spend more time on it,
not just a mere 5 minutes.
><

problems all solved ? i hope so. hahas.
<3>

Zombie lyrics:
Another head hangs lowly
Child is slowly taken
And the violence caused such silence
Who are we mistaken

but you see, it's not me
it's not my family
in your head, in your head
they are fighting

Chorus:
With their tanks, and their bombs,
and their bombs, and their guns
In your head, in your head they are cryin'
In your head, In your head
Zombie, etc.
What's in your head in your head, in your head
Zombie, etc.

Another mother's breakin'
heart is taking over
when the violence causes silence
we must be mistaken
it's the same old theme since 1916
in your head,
in your head they're still fightin'
very meaningful? =)

PICKmeupandTHROWmedown_

Friday, August 04, 2006

nowadays, its like i got nothing to say. hais.
been saddened. i dont know. getting more pissed; more irritated. but inside i wld feel sad, so fucked up with my self. hais. today was none other then normal. school was okay. then co was boring. after co, i waited for kingchi, they playing their remixes. waited til 6.10pm, he still didnt come out. so i went alone on the bus, felt so lonely. he came to find me at np.. but its like, no one could talk, partially cause i just didnt want to open my mouth. a girl got lost in northpoint, just 5 years old. i was standing outside popular, wishing its me. wishing that i would get lost one day, and you would never find me again. i would be able to break free, from troubles. but more would come again. i just dont know what to say. i dont wanna hurt myself more. SELF pity.

how do i change back to my original crazy self ? people are getting pissed wid me. yeah, i am getting PISSED at people. moody at times. how to relate more to you; when im so used to storing it in my head. i just wanna break free; get lost like the little girl. never to be found again..

suddenly, i like those sad songs. i dont know, they just have a deep meaning in it and i kind of know it. it just suits my mood nowadays. just putting a brave front.

promises made. . not to restrict you. . dont bother you when you are with your friends.

mdm sue showed us a video clip; it aint the same but, yeah.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnQtm1SvVKk

my blog is dying, maybe i should just lock it up. hais.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

word of the day ! LOL.

FLIRT.

Pronunciation: 'fl&rt
Function: verb
Etymology: origin unknown
intransitive verb

v. flirt·ed, flirt·ing, flirts
v. intr.

1. To make playfully romantic or sexual overtures.
2. To deal playfully, triflingly, or superficially with: flirt with danger
3. To move erratically : FLIT
4. To behave amorously without serious intent b : to show superficial or casual interest or liking <flirted with the idea>; also : EXPERIMENT flirting with poetry>
5. To come close to reaching or experiencing something -- used with with <flirting with disaster> flirted with 100°>
   

transitive verb

HAHA. what are FLIRTS ? there you go. =)

heys.

is our class better with mr chan new set of rules, making us write a petition about him,
so he wouldnt feel demoralized stepping into our class again ?
hell no. i dont think its working,
well the noise level is down, not so much mp3s and stuffs.
but mr chan is still fing our class.
he is seriously getting pissed.
it dosent take a blind to know it.
heh.
there is discipline now lah,
not so bad.
but the same people are still engrossed with their own work.
who can blame them, for being USED to it since the start of the year.
but i think out class lacksz dicipline lah,
maybe during chinese and english too.
i have a part to play maybe,
but i dont rant and rant in class whole day,
i DO my HOMEWORK and listens, copies.
haha.
some people are improving but thats only the monority.
well, why does our class lack so much discipline ?
is mr chan new ruling good ??
hmm..

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went mos to study CHEM and a maths.
it didnt really help.
there was TEMPTATION of food. <_< style="font-style: italic;">lah, <_<

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forgot to touch on today !
photo taking day.
LOL !
i was like, i dont want to leave my hair down,
its so THICK.
so i tied it up.
thanks to yeo xinyi. =)
haha. i so handicapped !
i would take a long time to tie, cuz the hair aint wet !
hahahahahhahaha.

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this pic was taken in china,
nice memories. LOL.
but now.
haiis.
zzzZZzz.

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