MARLENETMY
Twentyone.
167cm
left handed
♥ORANGE/GREEN & TIGGER
happiezappy@hotmail.com
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
1. I'm growing fat from excessively eating
2. I sprained my ankle again.
WTH RIGHT?!?!?!?!
Monday, April 27, 2009
Today bar 60 for laoshu was nice! yay, i hope this can keep up all the way to syf & it would be the best! Good luck people! Let's persevere, for this 8 days (:
You know i play Small G and Big G dizi, i just realized that there is a difference of 8 scales! (correct me if i'm wrong) HAHA, Big G is VERYYYYYYYY tiring okay, so they say! But I really experienced the tiredness today! My left hand cramped okay, is it even POSSIBLE!? So I had to balance the dizi on my right hand & the fingerings....! Haha, tiredness to the max.
Hope tomorrow's rehearsal would be nice, 1 hour only! 2005 SYF we could book the conference hall for the WHOLE day, 2007 syf we could book the conference hall for a whole morning session or 2 hours, & now it's only 1 hour, inclusive of the entrance&stuff! Time is precious!
Pizza Hut for lunch! Sausage baked rice & spicy drumlets! (: I will eat my star munchies next time okay! Its like always when i order delivery the delivery man would always tell me that its sold out! It will make me verrrrrrry verrrrrry say! I think the star munchies are so cute! =x
Rehearsal tomorrow, i'm super tired out, i am utterly disappointed in myself. I failed CHEMISTRY. Although i know that i didn't study much, but disappointment sets in.
Luckily for me i passed math test, but econ test on thursday..
Anyway, my right eye is infected?! Lol, i have no idea but my vision is very blur!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
When i'm sad i will eat continuously/incessantly, haha that explains my expanding waistline right???
Plus the stupid weather & the continuous eating of chocz = pimples :(
argh.
Chem test tomorrow, sucks to know that i haven't studied much.
CO on mon-sat.
loads of things that can't be said, urgh being so easily affected by stuffs nowadays, &i'm like operating on a water tap, that is spoilt.
although _______________, but hearing that just makes me break down & i dk for what reason, &no i'm not angry, i don't think i'll be.
regretting much of the decisions i've made recently regarding many stuffs, but words can't be taken back (so i see)
i'm like in a situation of catch 22? Lol. pretty ironic much for some, but don't ask. ty
Saturday, April 25, 2009
practice today was packed with a turmoil of emotions. Stressed, nonetheless but its like criticizing would seriously help the whole orchestra. Although we know that SYF is in like 11 more days, but just by criticizing & scolding suddenly will just demoralize everyone. What if someone ain't that musically inclined or is new to the instrument, but eager to learn, criticizing would allow one to improve, but make the person feel dejected instead right?
And indeed there are times when i just feel like going, "i cannot play this, i don't want it, give it to someone else instead" But its impossible to be this irresponsigble& no matter what i still have to persevere on. Luckily for me today wasn't such a bad day compared to the rest, with dls not picking on guanyue, as always. Bar 60 was one of the best time we ever played since we landed hands on the score.
Where is the passion admist all the people? There is like almost zero, people are playing all for the sake of the competition & for it go be faster done& over with it. It seriously stinks, there won't be any feel right? 11 more days.
However, there were people who said that our songs weren't nice, & questioned whether we can even maintain our medal. The song has no melody, its not our fault too, but we have no choice, we have no rights, we have no say.. & we long to be free one day.. Haha, sorry for the digress. Were we like the laughing stock of the school?
CO is indeed taking its toll on my life :(
No social life, haven't shopped or enjoyed in a long time, getting dismayed over pathetic attempts of trying to perfect bar 60 & getting the feel, day&night of the CO room & going home too lethargic to even do homework, this sucks :(
I can't concentrate on doing homework/studying at home, too easily distracted & my mind keep wondering like CONSTANTLY.
its like reaching home at 9-10 plus daily. By the time my hair dries= 1 am. Urgh.
Dinner-ed at Subway & Bishan library to read notes & homed. tell me why am i so easily affected by stuffs.
&a levels is in 19X days more, i didn't know its like so CLOSE.
Someone please s save me. I can't concentrate at home with my mind wondering with thoughts of .. sucks to the core
Friday, April 24, 2009
My palms & soles are peeling quite badly :( Hate it manz, i got ROUGH hands&legs now!
Weather being terribly hot this few days, & the small scale hurricane that happened during midnight on wed! HAHA, okay it's not really a hurricane, but the wind was REALLY strong & i got so damn scared cause i didn't lock my gate, so i thought the wind would be strong enough to open my door :(
CO the whole of next week. GOSH, i'm gonna die already!
I haven't been out shopping/relaxing for a damn long time, please let me enjoy once SYF is over.
I want to go SPCO concert on 8th may. WHO WANTS TO GO. ty.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
ALUMNIS. \m/
HAHA, i look so tiny.
DIZI section! LOVES. Minus yihchyuan.
The amount of tix from CCHY! There are more tickets which i didn't get! 
shauna :D
yay the amount of alumnis
zhaolaoshi+zhanglaoshi!
BLAZERS.
I PLAY CELLO ok!
my specs.
i HOPE cchyco will get into the top5 schools to be played for the Closing Ceremony for this year's SYF (: They did a great job & their hardwork should be repaid by letting them share their song with others!
Mummy thinks that i'm skipping lessons consecutively! Cause i seem to be waking up like 7 everyday this week! HAHA, the earliest i have woken is 730.
Anyway, I have a physics test tomorrow. I'm gonna die, mechanics+superposition. But clever marlene has lost her note! =.=!
College day on sat, I can't watch Ame Idol rerun!
i want to watch The Jonas Brothers Move or SEVENTEEN again!
Not worth it!
Monday, April 20, 2009
Been going back to CCHY this few days to support CCHYCO! (: Daresay its really WORTH OUR EFFORT cause,
CCHY attained GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR 2009 SYF!!!! (:
To think last time we were so SATISFIED with a gold!
Yay we rock& ZHAOLAOSHI+ZHANGLAOSHI ROCK! (:
CHUNGCHENG TOTALLY OWNED TODAY'S COMPETITION! (MAIN+YISHUN)
the amount we cheered was WOW, seriously, keeping the atmosphere going all the time! 3Cheers okay!
For people who DON'T like music/CHINESE MUSIC, please ignore this part. =.=
If you ask me if i would join CO again if i'm given a choice in CCHY i will say YES! Its different from western music, but GOOD orchestra's music is really nice! Haha, for some pieces where the melody is just so captivating! The atmosphere is there,&the passion is SERIOUSLY exploding! Haha, all thanks to zhaolaoshi, the golfer-wannabe! HAHA! (cchy ppl will get the joke only) :D
haha, caring TEACHERS LIKE MDM TEO! (: She's so nice to cook chengting for the CO yesterday & porriage for the whole CO for breakfast as she didn't want anyone to perform on an empty stomach!
Chinese music would be so OLD&traditional & what people who don't appreciate would say- boring! But there are indeed nice peices admist all the not-so-nice pieces! A personal favourite is feng nian ji! HAHAHA (: CCHYCO alumnis' rocked! We took up like 4rows of the left of the top SCH corner! (:
People who went back! :D
me, shauna, dor, ting, pm, huiqi, lorraine, qimian, kingchi, kenn, hoyin, zk, yanhua, yvonne, junhe, yihchyuan, chengyup, casper, junhong, yinchow & more that i can't remember!
Coolness TO THE MAX (:
The hard work they put in really paid off okay! I will always remember the HEI ZOU echo! Like so distinct omg. LOVE IT MAN! (:
To the school who 'gao-ed4' us, Congrats on your GOLD, i like the way you all breathed for the FIRST NOTE, but being an all-boys school, the sound's a bit TOO SOFT. hahahaha!
WE SAW SHI DE XING! HAHAHA OUR PIONEER CONDUCTOR! His school got a sILVER. Not bad okay! HAHAHAHA, we miss you okay! I will upload this pictures another day! HAHAHAHA.
Hope to get the recording from Jacky ASAP
& I WILL UPLOAD ALL THE PHOTOS IN A PHOTOALBUM SOON (:
Friday, April 17, 2009
Ironies in life.
Gosh i think i'm living in a life totally devoid of emotions, some i shall say, well i feel that i have no utter control of my life now, super screwed ty.
Haven't been studying, but sleeping ultra late & waking up early for school.
I overslept yesterday, & i woke at 8.10am when school starts at 9. Wow, lucky i was just in time for school despite bathing&stuffs.
CO tomorrow, the same timing, hope the aircon is really repaired now & i have to practise my big G! Its a metre long for goodness sake!
Gerda is so nice today! haha, she let us off at 2.15 when lessons actually ends at 3! Furthermore she gave me a 5buck coupon for the Colours of hope thing i think! (:
i think she must be secretly in love with me! HAHAHAHA, for being so nice yo :D
Excessive eating! Nuggets+icecream+nonya kueh.
Haha, the dunking thing was so super cool, the one where keqin dunked mr tonny lim! Hahaha!
it sucks when emotions cannot be controlled.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
a bit TOO big ah, the photo. nevermind.SUPPOSED TO STUDY FOR TOMORROW BUT.................. HAHAHAHAHA.
OH yes, i forgot to say, I'm the saddest girl on earth.
MY DIZI BROKE LIKE WTH??!?!?!?! : (:( :( :(
i was so sad, if i can't borrow a new dizi/repair it or what, i might as well don't go for syf........................
GOOD LUCK CCHYCO,
all the best, no matter what, we have faith in you all.
Lets hope everything falls into place.
CCHYCO & NYCO, so much different, I miss ZHAOLAOSHI scoldings & hitting our head w the conductor stick despite us doing nothing! hahahah.
NYCO yesterday, CO room aircon was SPOILT, like omg,to top it off it was SUPER HUMID. Went atrium to practise! But it didn't REALLY help cause it was still quite hot.
Studied after CO, went home like 11 plus, didn't do much actually, initially was stuck on DE for helluva lot of time! :(
Conclusion of the day: the airport is like a SHOPPING CENTRE! judging from the human traffic..
I feel like buying sling bag+shoe!!!! Targetted a shoe alrdy, but its PINK. HAHAHAHA, (i don't really like pink but it seems like i got ALOT of pink stuffs..)
next next monday (:
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Majorly pissed!! I can scream my lungs out seriously. Too bad I am using itouch to blog or else EVERYTHING will be caps. Just when my mom ALMOST allowed me to go JAPAN irritating person had to say it's not good to go japan cause there is two weeks more to mids. PLEASE, as what laura said, it's not like if I spend six days at home I will study THAT MUCH.
Piss me off TTM.
I hope ms tan can help me x100000000
I must seriously start doing work! Been online just bloghopping & stuffs. My blog's also dying, nothing much to update about my currently mundane life!
Well, reading a book about Why men don't listen & Why woman can't read maps. By Allan+Barbara Peace! Damn cool okay, the book, telling us about how guys DO NOT like bring told of what to do & having control over their lives, whereas girls really want a listening ear when she's in troubles.
" 15-20percent of men have feminized brains. About 10percent of women have masculined brains."
Haha, i think this is oh so true cause you get to see quite a considerable number of gays around, & despite having a large number of lesbians, the are still females in acting. Apart from butches. Urgh, this didn't come out nicely phrased.
Well, PW results WAS BAD. Urgh, minority okay! Damn sad, wasted my weekends last year slaving off & TRAVELLING T CHANGI AIRPORT. Fancy having groupmates living in the EAST &i'm the only one in the north.....
Addicted to Craig David- Insomnia! (:
28days more to SYF, lets hope we attain at least a G. I have to practise my bar sixty, goshhhhh & i hope i can go cchy to borrow c diao dizi! I miss CCHYCO, the people & stuffs, but i know i wasn't close with the people there, its just the atmosphere & slacking times.. Going back to cchy tomorrow! I can't wait, but i've to study before i go back! (:
Lucky tomorrow's a break for us (: Its Good friday! CO on saturday.
i'm living in a jumble of feelings + feeling damn disgusted by myself.
Suck much??
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
i so want a tigger helium balloon NOW! Lol, randomness.
get high on helium
Sunday, April 05, 2009
I shall not do that again, but, argh, studies.
Saturday, April 04, 2009
SOMEONE SHOOT ME PLEASE THANKYOU.
i've been online since 4 today rotting in front of the computer cause i'm too tired to do any homework or whatsoever. urgh!
Horrible.
CO this morning, i didn't go at 9, i went only at 11 cause i'm sick! lol, went for the lorong chuan mrt open house thingy, its damn deep & i think NY should propose to open a side gate at our track! So its so much more convenient for us to reach the mrt station instead of walking down our smill hill. Can't wait for it to open cause i will be taking mrt instead of 853 (perhaps) , unless i feel very tired that i want to sit &stone. I forsee that the mrt trip would at least save half of my travelling time like seriously! But going t school alone is still quite sad, despite its peacefulness. (: The mrt station has a bomb shelter & all the tech savvy stuff, its a very cool experience, haha, knowing whats actually behind those walls.
Ohyeah saw pammy at ny! (: miss you babe! haha i spotted you by your knee guard! take care okay! (:
CO was Jiang Nan Hao, cause laoshu was practised for the first half of the practice. Well, i am getting the feel. haha! 33more days to SYF.
16days to CCHYCO SYF!
Chem test results was horrible i think! stupid me got 7marks deducted for small handwriting/SPELLING MISTAKES/writing of additional answers despite providing the CORRECT ANSWERS. seriously irritating to the max, but as my friend told me, this is only a small test, the few marks DON'T actually make much a difference. haha, it doesn't affect a levels. haha.
Math test on monday, but its like those self mark types, so its really okay. Anyway, SECTIONALS with DLS on monday til 9?!?!? omg, i hope my dad will fetch me on monday tyty. Its complete madness! If its on a friday its okay, but a monday!
Math test on monday, but its like those self mark types, so its really okay. Anyway, SECTIONALS with DLS on monday til 9?!?!? omg, i hope my dad will fetch me on monday tyty. Its complete madness! If its on a friday its okay, but a monday!
Complex numbers, how nice that you are making my brain more complex that it can hold. Lol, utter rubbish sprouting from me.
Doing those cliche personality quiz.. a bit ironic i guess.
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (hmmm)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex.(lol) In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (so wrong)
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (true! haha)
What do the society entails?
Life's full of choices&opportunities to choose from (like duh..) but to make the right choice?
how would you know? If its the undesirable choice, what can be done about it?
To correct the mistake by going back to right where you've started/continue where you have left off,
or to open new doors by grabbing hold of more opportunities?
Backtrack or perservere.
Having a different mindset does also change outcomes, positive or negative?
cower in fear in our comfort zone or not.
urgh, nonsensical junk.
Now i'm craving for astons (not NOW at this time, but i wna eat it)
Thursday, April 02, 2009
I am sick! :( Not those reallyyyyyy sick kind but i've an irritating sorethroat (that is damn itchy & it hurts badly when i blow my dizi) & i keep sneezing like non-stop?!? Sucks to the max i tell you! ESPECIALLY during combined YESTERDAY. :(
Today is supposed to by the longest day of the week but thankfully deedee didn't come & we got released like 2! Finally a day i reached home when the sky is BRIGHT! School is seriously like a chore whereby we attend lessons absorbing information but ultimately majority of the information we are exposed to doesn't REALLY get into our brains due to PROCRASTINATION.
Ohyeah, CO yesterday was _______! haha, not something exceptionally different or what, got the SYF placings, lucky slot as dxy says & 39 more days! Heard the midi version of the Set Piece & it was really unexplanatory(my limited vocab sorry!) Speed was SUPER fast compared to ours & so accurate (cause its a computer generated piece)
Stayed til 8 (didn't have a choice!) but haha, at least it wasn't that bad, apart from the same few melody of laoshu.........
Meeting angsweelian later to pass her the waffle maker & dinner! But my throat, haishhhhh, CMI!
Sectionals tomorrow! sucks manz, my poor throat!