Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Cannot take it anymore. TOO FRIGGING TIRED.

School>Office>sleep, what a mundane routine. I don't even bother going out anymore.



Monday, August 22, 2011

Kinda lost it back there a while ago.

Test in a few hours, HD HD :>


Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.

I need a doctor
Saturday, August 20, 2011









<3

Some random photos that i took over these few weeks. Really glad i've them in my life. Words of encouragement, talking about the harsh reality & making you wake up & think about stuffs. Indescribable feeling. Really love how we can text everyday & still have alot of things to talk about when we meet up (:

But i hate it when i'm deemed as a clubber! Damn sad yknw. I'M NOTTTTTTTTTT. I just went out with a bunch of friends to chill & cheer up! Unfortunately, my wall just got spammed the next day with people thinking that i club alot =.="

My life currently revolves around work>school>sleep. Need to get as grip of myself and start being productive. I think i spent my entire day replying emails & coordinating stuffs until midnight =.="

That's what i get for hesitating too long, not making a decision, and just keeping num. Really shot myself in my foot, but yet A made me realized that I don't even know what I want. At all. I've been living a life just following the flow, the norm. Too comfortable with status quo. I need to isolate myself one day, give myself a wake up call & get a grip on myself.

Thankgod i got 2 subjects back on track, left accounting. Kinda upset that i haven't been paying attention in Manek's lesson. Oh well, really couldn't focus yesterday, i just kept thinking what should i do about all of these.

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going :)

I miss you.

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Sunday, August 14, 2011

i think im really bad in expressing myself, its like how it was doomed right from the start cause there was me being involved. Ive always thought that the problem lies with the lack of communication, but i realized i'm the root cause of the lack of communication.

I dont get words out easily, especiallywhen im talking to someone face to face whom i really care about, and when the contents are about feelings & thoughts. This really sucks.

Rereading the conversations, i realized that i always change topics to something that is les heavy & more general, gosh, i really need to stop doing this.

Tuesday, i will face my fears, i hope. After this wakeboarding camp :)

Flipside, bought a faux leather skirt! Awesome, cause i really like it alot :)

Saturday, August 13, 2011

i had a damn good chance to talk about it yesterday but i fucking blew it. Seriously, hate myself now. But never mind, i can find another time, this time i cannot avoid it anymore.

But a friend of mine asked me to go zouk yesterday, imagine if i went. I believe my mom would have killed me sooner or later cause ive been out pretty late 3 times this week! & pretty late in the sense that i reach home around 3am?

SHALL BE GOOD, STAY HOME, STUDY. \m/

imy, srsly.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Note: Get a fucking grip of yourself.


Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

i wish i knew what rly happened.

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

wished you know.

Facebook is too fucking public, under the watchful eyes of too many. Gosh, but then, wtheck.

Happy Birthday Singapore! Feel like watching fireworks,

Sunday, August 07, 2011

2011 has seriously been a happening year, I've been too overwhelmed with too much stuffs, and its nowhere near over. Really hoping for some peace & quiet for the months to come, and things to turn out good again :)

A brief summary of what happened in 2011..
1. Went clubbing (zouk/arena/butterfact)
2. went for tpain concert
3. went bkk with gfs during july
4. went msia with uni people
5. went msia alone once
6. received flowers from someone
7. made a friend who kinda is not talking to me now (lol)
8. started running again
9. hearing something from someone
10. staying late in office once
11. saw fireworks in bintan (1jan11)
12. managed worked in it fair

& there are really many more, some which im not so comfortable to share, but wtheck, memories are always the greatest :)

Hope things rly clears up soon.

School has been mad, and my body has yet to be accustomed to the hectic life once again, and its really taken a toll on both my complexion and my health. :/ Need to get back up on my feet again!

But nonetheless, the run this evening was awesomez, soon to hit 10k :) Shal try to get it under an hr soon!

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